You're on step 2..
Ben is on 11. Props to him
Steps to Awakening to Flat Earth:
Step one: You will think I am crazy. That is normal and expected.
Step two: You will ask what does it matter the shape of the earth, there are starving children to feed or other more important issues to talk about. This is bargaining, another to-be-expected phase.
Step three: You will argue that you have seen the curvature with your own eyes. You really haven't but your mind will concoct what it needs to in order to preserve the belief system. You may also say it's impossible to hoax something so big, too many people involved. I guess you never heard of secret societies and the Satanic Globalist Agenda. Again, a normal stage to progress through. If you do a bit of research on hypnosis and cult mindset, you will understand these items better.
Step four: You will say that the flat earth is a CIA psy-op. EVERYONE says this. Just more bargaining here. You are only at step four, but you are progressing. Don't give up. This is just a stage...push through...
Step five: If you make it this far, congrats! Inside your real, unconditioned mind, there is a part of you that knows that something is true here. You are a seeker and now you will seek. You will watch videos and pick them to pieces, but it won't leave your thoughts.
Step six: You will find the door to the rabbit hole through a very strong piece of information that will not fit in with your current round earth hoax theories. You will not be able to rectify that piece of data. Like the emergency landings of aircraft in places that only make sense if the earth is flat. Or that a vacuum cannot exist without a physical barrier around it. Or that an astrolabe, compass and sundial cannot work on a globe at all.
Step seven: You will find more and more of these pieces. You may lose all interest in other subjects for a while and become very dedicated to this topic. You will look at the wise, ancient Vedic knowledge that knew the earth was flat. You will start to look at the sun and notice the corpuscular rays only make sense if it's close and small. You will see the moon and sun in the sky at the same time and understand the moon has its own light. You will notice when you climb a hill or ascend a building the horizon line meets your eyes, which proves there is no curve. You will stare at the stars differently and start to understand how they never, ever change and never will as they rotate around you in the firmament on a non-moving earth. You will start to see how the Masonically run NASA and other space agencies only show you CGI and artist renderings of space, you will notice their mistakes, like bubbles (since they do 'spacewalks' underwater) and green screens and really bad hair perms. You will take a closer look & then laugh VERY hard at the curtain rod and duct tape lunar lander. Really hard. It will very much bother you that these pieces don't line up with the globe deception.
Step eight: There will be a moment when a bubble bursts inside your mind... you cannot unsee what you now see. You realize the lie.
Step nine: You will be FUCKING FURIOUS. Normal.
Step ten: You will make a mistake and blurt it out to the world. Whoops! You will now worry about the zombie-like, cognitive dissonance attacks from your friends and family who are deep in the mind control, just like you were... and tread lightly on this topic for a while until you learn more facts and proofs. You will run through every single one of your philosophical beliefs, you will toss out everything you thought was true and start to rebuild your truth from the ground up.
Step eleven: You will eventually care more about awakening people to this Great Deception than your reputation (if you are a truly brave, hero and honour truth above all). You won't give a shit about the zombie attacks. You are so grounded now, knowing that it's the absolute truth, you understand it's worth talking about and helping others to come through this difficult process, as you just did and just as people helped you with.
Some light viewing when you have some free time if genuinely curious..