The danger of refusing the label of "specialness", exceptionality, or being set apart by Providence, is that you are still left to explain the chronic dichotomy, and you will tend to accuse everyone else of simply being inferior and to rage at them to become more like yourself, even though they might not be able to.
God made you the way you are because He thought you would be useful for Himself and to others, by being that way. Humility is not found in denying this, but in acknowledging that it comes from Him and that it is meant to serve some purpose.
If you are a prophet, what purpose does your prophecy serve? Have you done all you can, to warn others? I think, we can never have done all we could do, and that is the misery and the tragedy of the prophet. Prophets perpetually grieve.
