The man is right. All poisons, including alcohol, cocaine, and sugar (the one you put in coffee) never feel good, not for a second. It is a matrix attack to convince you otherwise. Once the attack goes through and you are hooked up, you will think it does feel good, but that is just your tricked brain chasing the known, the safety. It is not easy, but you can unhook yourself. Never too late if you are still breathing.