nostr:npub1ux2crkcx39gllak7tj5302uf5u4j4ger5p3eyl56dtv4qr44v97s6d5jws I actually find all of this unironically fascinating, and I always liked astrophysics and shit like that when I was a teenager, and kinda wanted to pursue it.
Unfortunately I wasn't able to do so because my family didn't have the financial means to support me through a shitty college and shit like that, so I basically work ever since high school. Maybe it was for the best.
The weird thing is that nowadays, with the ubiquity of the internet and easiness of access to information, it would be feasible to pursuit these kinds of interests as an amateur in a hobbyist way. 12 year old me would absolutely freak out if he had access to the stuff I have now. But unfortunately, the science camps are so gay and so polluted by redditors and people with reddit-tier mentality that it kills any will I have to interact with it.