I’m actually moved by your post. I totally get it. Sounds like bitcoin burnout. My 2 cents is that bitcoin is « larger » than the human individual mind. It does whatever it wants and it’s a painful test. It operates on way larger time preferences and numbers than what we can withstand. How many first gen bitcoiners didn’t sell ? How many of us were faced to a wall trying to orange pill normies ? It is just too much, too much novelty too much change… it will take decades you know. From my experience and understanding humans are weak and can’t handle individual sovereignty. Self custody is a burden so few of us can bear and most people actually wanna be controlled. I think bitcoin made hou see the reality of the human soul. And it’s disappointing for sure. I think saylor is right about the future and it will be integrated into the banking system and most people will never even touch the base layer. But bitcoin does bitcoin things and the world will still be better, just because for those who can grasp it bitcoin will favour them.