No one could ever prove to me that time really exists.

For years i tried to find the future i was afraid of and the past which was haunting me (time),

but i could never connect with it for real.

I tested it and only found out that the Now exists. Past and Future are ideas which can never be experienced. Only as a mental idea.

Time is a concept. Bitcoin is time, yes (see nostr:npub1dergggklka99wwrs92yz8wdjs952h2ux2ha2ed598ngwu9w7a6fsh9xzpc 's article). But time is not real, it's a lie so to speak.

Zen (in the meaning of presence/meditation) happens in time and at the same time gives access to the timeless.

Are there more lies you ask? Are there more roots to a tree? Infinite roots, infinite lies. All rooted in the first lie that time and space are apparantly real.

PS: "Lie" is a harsh word obviously. I love to live in this lie, in this illusion, in this maya. That's what the whole experience is about! To experience myself i need to forget myself.

Usually i speak more about this than write, so i hope it was not too confusing 😅