This sounds much healthier than what I want to do.

Right now it's coming from a big building and I'm seeing myself walk over there with a sledgehammer, finding the speaker and smashing it.... but I don't want to go to jail for vandalism so I'd never actually do it.

Unlike the crazy leftists, my consequential thinking is extremely high and very hard for me to violate, so I'm praying instead, as God can help me sleep despite what I find hard to sleep to.

I mean, it's not even that loud, just loud enough to make out most of the words when it's quiet around.