safety, food and shelter is considered "rock bottom" in Scandinavia. violence, hunger and homelessness is very rare.
once i lost my ego and realised that i don't really have to work to survive here, it became apparent that i had been neglecting a more basic need.
if you're not fighting for survival, what comes next? maybe the company of people who care for you.
that's the one thing i'm craving, now that i stopped panicking about the rest.
which makes perfect sense. that's what it says right in Maslow's hierarchy of needs.
that's probably why i'm trying to find a partner despite having nothing else sorted out. because it's more important.