massive strategic maneuver
to pick a place, a big one, and say: this
my life to this*
to building here
these lead pipes replaced, that community center stocked with our (NWC) filtered water, that church supplied, this emergency happened our (NWC) water can go there to them
that is anthony all day every day
*maybe not his whole life, legit does talk about bouncing
me, i dont have it in me to big move make
i like to be tiny and mobile and a set of hands as needed. an all trades thing. very ems minded in that way. responsive.
like wow shit must be not going well today if it fell to me so im here with the pragmatics i can come up with on the fly
like a ww1 medic nurse minded thing
that just is me
i do not have interest in building
so weaving it back into this
i ~can~ tiny patch but these arent meant to hold. they arent structural. it is triage.