This has touched me in a way I haven’t felt since I was little…. And I feel so ashamed of myself… that I may never recover. But I’m still on my phone after 11:30 and I wake up at like 10:00 AM I just don’t Move until I rubout 4 nuts . And that takes a while… so maybe 12 or so I might get out of bed… I don’t do much but right now I just want the rest. …. The last 40 been a bit rough.