It's sad man. So many people I know & love got it for various reasons.

I feel bad for not making a stronger case. For not being louder & smarter about it. I know it's not on me but it still feels pretty shit knowing what's coming.

A big part of me still wants to believe I'm just a nut, that they have more than a slim chance. I don't know what good can come of talking about it now though.