I think after all I am not gonna make it to #bitcoinatlantis on Madeira. I decided it last week and the moment I did a giant pressure valve relieved. I was feeling a lot of pressure going back and forth and feeling into making it. I was all stoked and super on it at the beginning of the month. Then a whole bunch happened in my life unexpected, out of the blue, it was quite the surprise... But now this trip feels kinda exhausting to think about... Packing, traveling, dealing with jet lag, 3 days of conference alone on a stadium, coming back to commitments and obligations dealing with jet lag again, being there for only a few days and feeling rushed to check out the island... Spending money.

I actually had an interesting interaction and a benefactor sent me sats (not without exchange) for my plane Tix and conference but ultimately I think I will let that grow and perhaps I will have a chance to get smack dab in the middle of this Bitcoin maxi culture at another event that would be less efforting, like in Nashville perhaps.