This is just the best use of me, right?
If one of them had a better use for me, they could make this extremely unlikely by making it so I have something better to do as long as that one is alive
They all must basically agree there's nothing better to do with me than keep me in constant panic ready to get revenge for any of them
I wish I got more time with each of them but at least I had some time with each of them before reaching the constant panic stage of life
Walking through this thought process helps me calm down. Maybe they know what they're doing and it's with purpose