That is a hard road to walk, but, you can do it if you set your mind to it and then humble yourself to with will of God, but I am sure you know that.
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Yes you are right π« I went to a monastery and talked to the spiritual father there (the monastery I posted pictures of with the beehives) and he said he was excited for when I do become a nun but I have a long way too go first. He told me to not be afraid of how long it takes though too which was comforting