The Yoke Paradox: We don't get a sense of freedom from doing what we want. This is bondage to one's own desires. Freedom comes from the constraint of doing what you are made for.
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Im realizing this as i break through to financial independence but find all my uneasiness still hanging around. I just decided to spin up my own millwork shop to yoke myself to my purpose.
I'm going through the same thing right now. I realize that wealth without purpose seems worse for my spirit than poverty. Generally, I think we are beings of purpose. Wealth is just a byproduct, not an end in itself.