i understand. i am alone but not lonely there is a difference. as a miitary brat i had to learn to say goodbye every 4-5 years and yes i think of my frens all the time so they are still with me in memory. as an adult i like to move around. i learned to be comfy in a place where i cant speak to the people due to language barriers, no frens or family and no point of reference. its exhilarating 💪🏿💪🏿💪🏿