8th hour today

blur of last year

wife aint want kids

she shoulda wanted

i aint scared kids

i shoulda been

but further back

whispers spoke

husband fault

wife aint mother

blind locked in

not able question

upon such grounds

i cultivated her faith

culminated into

single raw dive

full of purpose

union commit

i remember

the act well

gods said farewell

i was eh prob not

plan b: try and blame

conspiracy after effort

news was as glorious

i remember it well

ten years marriage

stable as able be

conception to birth

full of purity purpose

many paths choose

son gift of the Lord