Because I realize all thatI wrote before, but also realize it's the best store of wealth around at this point and I find that highly unlikely to change, in spite of all its flaws.

Is that such a radical thought for you? It seems like common sense and basic rational analysis to me.

Bitcoin for saving, Monero for spending, lightning on the side if I really want to actually spend bitcoin, which I avoid in general, preferring to spend Monero first unless it's a very specific situation.