Imagine having a bunch of lunatics twist every word being said, and instead of facts being checked, there are a legion of imbecils constantly attacking you for 5 years straight. And, it is clear with 100% certainty that many people involved, including close people, did so knowingly and lied knowingly and deliberately.

They claim "I did not get what I thought I wanted", but at the same time every claim previously stated turned out in part or as a whole false/lies. Still, when I ask "what it is I supposedly want", then there is silence. This has nothing to do with "what I thought I wanted", because they lied about that too.