do you know how much this hurts my feelings
that for years i suffered phantom stuff
& had to just wonder with no answer if that was joey related
cos he literally wouldnt talk to me
even tho this physically affected my body
Discussion
really painful
really
frightening
really
really
really
lonely making & sad making
not even able to talk enough
to compromise
to figure out consent stuff
like
i s2g i would
get hungover
not that often
but certain times
man
entirely sober certain days
i just had to guess like
oh
😞 waking up flipping out
in the middle of the
night convinced of spider
bite
or rash
like very real physical pain