i didn't start this, someone else started it.

i don't have any issues with semisol, at most i just think that he's got a terrible way of relating to people. that's not exactly a rational motivation to engage in espionage style counterintelligence attacks on him, and neither is my complaint that nostr client devs and the nip guardians have weird ideas about privacy and identity security on nostr a plausible motivation for engaging in egregiously malicious behaviour.

i'm disappointed, is all, that you all are so easily made credulous about absurd and inconsistent claims about my character, or that semisol can't recognise a psychological warfare attack on him.

it really doesn't bother me. for the most part, kind 1 nostr is mostly dead to me, except as a way for me to chat shit and journal and occasionally help people understand something. i'm well aware of how much narcissistic psychological bullcrap goes on and for which reason i have quite a big mute list and small follow list. i couldn't stand to watch relay feeds like you do, the amount of stupid, cultish behaviour and just plain puerile humor, not to mention doomer bullshit, that fills relays databases does not amuse me, and i have no ambition to impress anyone. i measure myself against my past performance only.