I wasn't online because I overdosed on Zanexbars I'm lucky to be alive I wasn't allowed have my phone for two days or clothes or medication I'm fucking 40i took 20 xanex bars cause I didn't feel anything off the first five only for my brother walked in to my room and seen all the sick and me blue ambulance was rang this is the second time first time I was in a coma for 3 weeks. Bipolar is no joke the maniac highs are wonderful but the lows and you do stupid things like I done I love you all but I'm sure if I died I wouldn't be missed.