A while back I recalled an ex who was always making sexual overtures towards me, who once vaguely alluded to the the fact that the only time I would ever give her my full, undivided attention was when we were in bed.

I’ve kept up a high tempo w/ the latest one because the ‘sex tap’ only ever seens to turn clockwise, but I felt bad when thinking that even now, 10 years later, I’m still acting the same way and letting work life pollute the home life too much.

Been working on spending more time w/ her sans the sexual component to make up for it and it does seem that she’s happier and chirpier than usual, so that’s cool.