Stay strong. I forget sometimes that there are jurisdictions in the world where daily personal physical safety (and not just safety from authoritarianism) is a reality. Best to make a long term plan to get out and get that dealt with if you can. It might be a tall order, but you deserve to be able to walk down the street and roam the countryside without fear of violence. God bless.
Discussion
So where I live which is pretty obvious to figure out is bad but not bad which is weird..
Like I work and travel around a fair bit and don’t every feel threatened because I have been brought up here knowing what to look for..
Like an example is when driving through a town - don’t have any electronics anywhere near you. They smash and grab stuff (I’ll post a video I got from a drone)
Ironically I had a kidnapping experience in a gated community where people were paid off to look the other way - and what saved my life was my buddy who walked out 2 mins after the whole thing happened had his weapon and the people doing what they were left theirs in there car..
So yeah- knife’s edge but the USA is also bad either way guns with fuck heads just going mad.. so I am definitely pro gun but not worth it here