hot take but I think yu are retarded as fuck if yu fantasize about children and call yurself a kid lover but then say you're not a pedophile because it's "fictional" and that you aren't attracted to "actual" kids
pedophilia doesn't require yu to act on anything, having those "fictional" thoughts doesn't make yu any less of a pedophile. doesn't matter if it's a fictional character or art, or real kids, if yu think of them sexually BECAUSE of the fact they're a child, ur a pedo
ur achieving nothing but spreading unnecessary hate to others just like yu because ur in denial