Gratefully I'm quite comfortable in my skin anywhere, eventhough am not now in Lebanon and still do face discrimination from the European police.

I did not mean me in Lebanon. I meant most non-white in Africa or in the West still feel anxisous about theirs in specific situation they would be in.

Since you're taking Lebanon as an example, over 90% of black African students report experiencing racial discrimination, migrant workers face systemic exploitation, and even Lebanese-born citizens of African descent deal with daily discrimination in schools, shops, hospitals, and public spaces.

Being aware isn't anxiety. it's reality.