i only stopped because i have diabetes now and that's why i have cramps, thanks for your affirmation
i can tolerate alcohol plenty good... it increases insulin response, look it up... this is not a good situation
breaking the mental patterns is everything... i'm 47 now, and the diabetes has to be revoked
in actual fact the reason why i liked the crystal was because it made my body lower my blood sugar, in a very very large part
i even observed very early on in my "career" that actually while it was fun as it was in effect, it left me feeling better for days
now i understand why
it stimulates the burning of glucose, and suppresses the intake of sugar and starch.
most addictive drugs are based on some interaction with blood sugar, you will find this pattern is universal
i personally don't get the flush and warm out of heroin, i've tried it a few times, i kinda liked methadone, and i very liked PCP, and i hate cocaine, had some synthetic derivative of some sort one time and it's worse than bad alcohol, and the couple of times i had cocaine, i drank alcohol with it, so idk what is the difference, seems to me like cocaine and alcohol have a lot in common but for me cocaine is more stupifying, and more psychotogenic
drug addiction is mostly related to blood sugar IME, the mechanisms are a bit occult tho