You know it just comes to a point in your life where you literally wake up after so long and it could have been months days minutes seconds that you woke up but on my journey in life it wasn't like that I feel like it is taking me 10 years to wake up and now that I have awoken everything is different everything feels fresh new clean you finally realize you need to take care of yourself because no one else will and to either make it or you break it well I'm not going to be one of those that break it keep your head up keep your mind set right and do what you know is right for yourself