Covid:

I was going to work, had to fake a permit to use public transport since I was deemed "unessential" by the gov. But if i didn't go I wouldn't get paid.

while on the subway I had to show the police ID and the permit to enter, got inside and after two stations two police officers enter and start asking for ID and permit again, one man doesn't have one, get throw to the floor while crying that 'I have to work WTF do you want me to do? I have a family, you fucking soulless pieces of shit' police force him out of the place, I don't know what happened to him.

I couldn't work properly, I was shocked all day long. Got back home and tried to rationalize it, I couldn't. Something broke that day.

Luckily found "What Bitcoin Did" and found a way out, later on reached other rabbit holes.