Having a rough day.

I'm a pretty positive and upbeat person, but 3 months of job hunting will wear down anyone's optimism...

I'm super specialized and qualified in my field with ten years of experience... But as an international school teacher, having 3 dependents makes you a bit of a red headed stepchild...

Add to that my kids taking forever to sleep at night (like 2 hours) and then I'm too tired for my side hustle of writing...

Add to that a wife that I love but sees escapism into nostr or chilling alone as me not pulling my weight helping with the kids, so that starts drama and fights... And then has a hard time empathizing with me when I tell her I'm a bit worn down today...

Rough day.

Hopefully I hear back from a school soon... Just spent hours today applying. Broadened the net.