What a week this has been. How do you fix lack of drive, how do you fix lack of passion, lack of loving something enough to make it a career. Not relationships. And when you do want to start learning something new, what if u r so far behind, like at least 40 years behind, and have no clue where to even start. U want to ask for help but you know you do someone will steal your ideas. What is the point of having ideas if you cannot trust anyone to help you bring them to life?