this is a daily practice for me

it's not meant to be anything specific. there is no end goal, no finish line

it's something i do every day simply because i think it is important for me to do, even if i don't have a good explanation as to "why" it is important

i like things that don't have an explanation. they just are

some days i love this practice. some days i hate it

some of these thoughts i love.

some i hate.

some feel complete and beautiful.

some feel incomplete and clunky.

some feel true.

some feel false.

some feel real.

some feel like fantasy.

some feel organic and intuitive.

some feel forced.

part of me enjoys structured practices. they give me a container to explore myself and life. i have many of these practices in my life. some i have done for years. some are rather young. some will have a natural end, and others will likely last for my lifetime