Today is the very first time I eat something in 4 months after being under a nuclear war on my tongue ( radiotherapy and chemo )

I couldn't pass rice.
Neither pasta
Or veggies
Can't believe meat is gonna save my ass, I even could feel some sort of taste, 20 minutes later my mouth is salivating again 😭 I'm crying.
It's been 1 month since I finished therapy.
Thank you God!