I so relate to this! Thanks nostr:npub1a2cww4kn9wqte4ry70vyfwqyqvpswksna27rtxd8vty6c74era8sdcw83a. nostr:note183ghmqxmrrly4c6r4mwdfl34y07l9er0k6shqkv4z0w2ltt20xjqzrwadd