hypocrites everywhere
they specifically seek out the genuine seekers
this is part of the reason why i dedicated so much of my last 20 years to working on stuff involving social networks
i find myself in a funny place, building the infrastructure that enables social networks, while the people who build the applications are, quite frankly... retarded
they fucked with my ability to enter CS as a field
and i now pretty much have masters or better level of skill in that field, and i have too much talent in this, it did not take much discipline to get there, i'm just roaring to do this stuff
anyway, getting off topic, but late 2021 i got obviously manipulated by a shitcoin founder and that arced me up so bad that i now am quite passionate about destroying cults, and cultish behaviour, and destroying brainwashing
that's why i am here, i hope i can help you