Thanks so much, yes I got digging around again and found something from Twitter (probably while I was away on Maternity leave so I just missed it)...

It makes me so uneasy thinking they play this game so well. If that can rattle me, I can't imagine what it does to newbies. 🫶

I'm also careful because over the years I learned to openly question everything. That's how I ended up here. That also means questioning my current beliefs and not just shutting out things that challenge my belief (this is what happened for me today) 💯🙈