this is also abundantly clear cos dan, hearing that, hearing that clarity,
literally tried to make a move
kinda wild he only ever tries
once he can feel im gone
if im single he doesnt give a shit
cos not going anywhere
im around & available as his friend
only only only the times im out
does he try to pull me back in
like he literally is not attracted to me
it has never been a romance thing
he just doesnt want to lose "mama gillian"
& he is running the belief that if a woman is dating someone she cant have male friends
like that is his math