God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good? - Numbers 23:19

God is true to His Word.

It sounds like you don’t believe the Scripture is the revealed Word of God.

I challenge you to read the Bible with an open heart and to ask God to speak to you through it. I have found the Bible to be valuable far beyond any other book or philosophy. It is the only book that reveals how easily I can delude myself. It is a mirror for the soul.