I'm trying. I'm losing weight, I graduated college, got a good job and already have decent savings. It's just really hard for me to ignore the way things are going politically because I don't want to end up like one of those fathers in England who got arrested by the cops for trying to rescue his daughter from a Muslim rape gang.

Maybe it's just me being autistic but I genuinely can't live with that looming over my head as a possibility. I need a plan to get out of the West and that makes things harder. I really wish I could just ignore all the bad things going on, but at the same time I don't because not being able to ignore injustice is what lead me to the truth.

I'll try looking for some place to volunteer this week/end, I think that genuinely would help.