Solved my own riddle. Thanks 🙏 #Nostr

1. I won’t become a whore at 44. Didn’t sell my primo pussy as a young woman & not gonna start now. No shame to sex workers though.

2. Sex is the only addiction I’ve ever been fearful of. Younger relationships kind of messed me up mentally. My hyper sex drive & hormones meant that most partners never could satisfy my almost insatiable desire. Finding someone who can & does should be enough.

3. No one person will ever satisfy me completely. My choice is to be happy 😁 enough. My former partner made me happy enough for years but I missed someone. Reached out to him thinking it was to talk about my relationship issues. Instead it made me face reality … I love him. 😍 but even that’s okay. We will never see one another again. That’s fine. Love will never be broken nor forgotten. It’s not logical, it just is. Love languages vary wildly. Romantic or friendship love is still love. 💜

Have a good day. Maybe I’m meant to be alone. That’s probably true. Learning to accept that will take longer. Hugs 🫂