I decided that I create my world without following social rules. Acting that way, opening to solutions that others cannot see, makes magic happen. I realize now that I did things that should not have been possible in my position. Still I was not one of them on the top while they could not figure out how I was walking around them.
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Legend 🫵

Sometimes I feel like I did something illegal,.then I check again and it has never been illegal. It is just that they try to make people feel guilty for being ok and happy.
Travelling helps. Probably the key is knowing you have a plan B. A second universe where you can go.
You need a free mind you control yourself. Most don‘t