This is actually what I've tried to explain before, that I had to start over again and again because a bunch of psychopaths keep harassing me, and I never got to grow the way I could have if I wasn't being harassed/attacked from the start. I also said that I made different choices, skipped things and let opportunities and wants go, and that got me into the situation I'm in, for good or bad.

Now I'm selfish, greedy, egocentric, arrogant, hypocritical, a murderer, a rapist, a liar, a deceiver, an animal-torturer, a heathen, satan, and whatever more, because I chose to work on privacy-related tech in my spare time. Of which I have earned exactly 0 (zero), and I only claim ownership over my own work and nothing else.