I think this is whats happenning when i try to create images like badges,or posts or notes or whatever what they call them...for sure ill be creating new usernames/profiles/userid's or whatever they call them as i will be again banned/filtered/deleted...why can't they just tell the truth...am i contributing or i am just paranoid?

If i am giving something why am i not given back?

If i am paranoid why do i see/create things no one can't explain or gives me direct answers?