Your ugliness,

after considering different ways to come to a solution I can now clearly see that theres absolutely no reason to put forth any effort in regarding a human as something of value or worthy of live.

This doesnt have anything to do with sex, race or religion.

Theres just nothing there that makes them appear empathic or the chosen word humane.

After 4 years of trying to find traces of humanity theres seems to be next to nothing left.

Glimpses that are mainly fabricated and fake and are gone just as quickly as the synthetic love experience of the Ecstasy wears off.