It's not logical, it's pathological!

Not much of a leverage man myself, but I'll never stop playing the volatility whack-a-mole game.

Price goes up? Oh well I have some cash, and there will always be bills to pay.

Price goes down? Great, time to get some discount sats.

Massive moves always elicit some temporary pain, until you shift your perspective and adapt to the new paradigm, easy as.