Have you tried alternative client to see if they are working? https://nostrgram.co is blazing fast.
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yes, not even loading in nostrgram, idk whats going on.
I see you as having zero followers. Looks like a rogue client dumped follow list. I would hit up https://nostrum.pro for popular user list. Also can https://nostrum.pro your past notifications for people you have interacted with.
It should be possible to collect your past kind “3” notes. You might be able to hack something together in command line client https://github.com/fiatjaf/noscl
NIP-02 https://github.com/nostr-protocol/nips/blob/master/02.md
Thanks for the help buddy, I'll join your relay, but i really need to sort this out lol