Good morning everyone. I don’t normally share notes like this but I feel compelled to share my experience…

I took a hiatus from posting notes daily for the past few months, but I think I’m ready to start showing up here again. Lately, I’ve found myself opening Damus or Primal a few times a day—not just scrolling, but actually wanting to connect, read, and reflect. It’s a small sign, but a real one, that the hiatus I’ve been on is coming to an end.

Truthfully, this year has been a hard one.

I’ve been dealing with intense burnout.

I feel stuck in a job that drains me and, unfortunately, one I can’t just walk away from.

My wife recently had a serious medical scare at home that shook us deeply.

We’ve lost two loved ones in a short span of time.

Most days feel like a blur, like I’m just going through the motions on repeat. Like Groundhog Day, but heavier.

Somewhere along the way, I started feeling like I lost touch with the things that matter most to me:

– My personal relationship with God

– Myself

– My wife

– My children

- My passion for Bitcoin

I’m tired of coasting through my days feeling numb, like passion and purpose are just out of reach. I know I can’t control every hardship, but I can control how I respond. I can’t wait around for things to magically get better. If I want out of this rut, I have to actively work my way through it—one step at a time.

So this is me trying. Starting here, starting small. Writing again. Reaching out. Reclaiming what matters.

If you’re going through a season similar to mine, I can confidently say that it won’t last forever. Go through it, feel what you need to, but come back.

Thank you for reading and your time!