I felt the same, and would humbly recommend the book The Greatest Words Ever Spoken by Steven K. Scott…

The book details everything Jesus ever said about a given subject… so it’s like having the answers directly from Him to every question you have about the various aspects of life… it’s powerful, and helps give a more complete picture of the scriptures…

maybe it will help you get unstuck, and find your place to stand 🙏🏼