Subnostr

Sounds like you need go tell him how you feel. Otherwise it feels like you torturing yourself. If its a mistake you will soon find out and then you can get out. I think you scared and the pain you may face. Either way its painful. In bitcoin terminology the hashrate has fallen so much there are hardly any transactions in each block, they may as well be empty. There is "work" involved in proof of work. Embrace it. You can do it!

Deleted Account 1y ago

Never. 👎 I did all I will do. Never need to prove myself to anyone ever again. Fuck everyone who believes I need to. My lifelong proof of work stands for far more than the games billionaire boys in men’s bodies choose to create. Facts!

Tell me to stay humble & I say:

1. Drug me again

2. Rape me again

3. Men are malicious pricks

I’m not scared. I see the world for what it is. I figured out the game in the casino a year ago. Whatever “work” involved for others isn’t my concern.

Take me offline again. IDGAF 😎 I’ll go back to working offline. Always better there anyway. Won’t cash in or sell out to anyone. Even if I do love them. It’s just disgusting that HE chose to make a game out of me. Why? Because he lost not only the best friend he ever had but he lost my trust. That’s the truth.

There is no longer any pain. Numb to him now. He’s an asshole & a prick. Always believed in him. I still respect him for doing good for humanity. Never will I respect him for treating me like a whore. Why? I’ve never been a whore to him. He wanted this. He always gets everything he wants. Well fren: so do I. It is what it is.

Don’t tell me: “You can do it!” I’ve done everything & accomplished everything I ever wanted. Never sought to exploit others. The cry babies who do can continue crying harder.

Lastly: this was me in high school so it’s always been this way.

https://youtu.be/6F6sglyV8Pc?si=uw0ACOgMF0EAqqCb

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Z4 Explorer 1y ago

You sound so angry. He really hurt you. I hope you can figure out how to move on. Its a horrible situation to be in. There are good people in the world. Nasty people too. Don't cut yourself off from the people that can contribute to your life. Dont let this nasty experience hold you back. Life is full of amazing experiences to capture. Yeah I know, its easier said than done.

Deleted Account 1y ago

I’m not angry about it. Truly. Sharing my story as I’m a romantic & a writer. ✍️

99% of humanity is good and loving. I’m well aware of that & content & at peace in my life.

Nothing has ever been able to stop me. A heartbreak is just that, it’s an experience that almost everyone goes through. Instead of ignoring it & allowing it to fester I throw my heart via pixels on screen. Some will find benefit & some won’t. It’s expected.

Truly: I’m being as honest as possible. That’s all. 😊🫡😎

Z4 Explorer 1y ago

You are expressive, you don't hold back, unapologetic. Not afraid to offend. Its a relief to see this when I see it. Feels real. Are you like this in real life?

Everyone's a romantic at heart, even the unromantics.

As a guy it can be hard to wear your heart on your sleeve. But I've found not facing things tears you apart. Facing things are very liberating.

Glad to have stumbled across you Love Winz, cool name, like it. 11pm here. So I got to get sleep unlike like last night awake 5pm. Dont hound me with those bopping pepe heads, they hypnotic you know! GN.