Yep that’s what I’m doing. Diddling myself.

Hm, with all due respect… I think maybe I have a greater recognition of who Amir really is than maybe you do and that this question is meant to shame me

I’m not even really sure why my relationship with Amir was brought up, here, in response to this

That seems a bit methodical and intentional

Also, should be said… Amir and I are two separate humans… mine and Amir’s actions should never been seen as an endorsement for the others behavior (despite my adoration of him)

I’m not at war, no

I am on nostr because I was trying to get off Instagram where the famous dude I was dating owns everything around me

Incidentally that led me to nostr right in the precipice of the bull run… hence my reinforced belief that early bitcoiners are energetically bound to the halvening

I’m not sure what anyone wants me to say in response to this but prepare to be disappointed as I stopped self sacrifice and suicidal empathy many years ago

I deeply believe that I have mostly paid my dues and I get to fuck off and be happy at this point